I just realized you can't copy from Word and post on this blog...ugh XANGA lets me why not you Blogger.com
I recently got a haircut like a month ago. When a girl gets down a girl goes shopping and gets a new hairdo. At least that's what I do. A new hair style makes me feel refreshed and renewed. Sometimes I can put too much weight on a new haircut. Sometimes it symbolizes leaving the old me in the past. A friend once told me my best asset was my hair. Its what catches peoples attention (mostly men). I originally wanted to cut it all off but I knew I would only cry the next two day after the shock wore off. So I went for bangs they are innocent enough and hide those pesky forehead wrinkles.
This little haircut started a chain of events leading me to the "now" and leaving every bad thing that has ever happen to me in the past. This is the beginning of my new life.
After about a year of cat and mouse I have submitted to the fact that I did fall in love with a very gentle, compassionate and most of all a man who is so grounded in his faith and in a relationship with God. That he has open my eyes to the Lord again. Its still a work in progress but I now can see that God has been working in my life all along and blessing me with many good things. It wasn't until I stopped and stood still, stepped out of my box to finally realize life is good and most of all its fair. We just have to react to our situation as best as we can being good to people and living with your heart. After finally deciding to open my heart to Hector he has been the best thing that has happen to me in life in the past 10 years or so. He has never given up on me or wrote me off. He stood by me during my worst times. Literally saving my life and sticking around to help guide to a relationship with God I dont think I would have had with out him. I am so lucky that I was blessed with a man that has a heart of gold, he treats me so good and loves the kids so much. With him at my side I have crushed Bipolar.....More about bipolar later. But for now I am feeling such gratitude to everyone in my life who never gave up on me. I have so much love to give and feel grateful for a second chance. Not only at love with a companion but love for my family reconnecting with my parents and cousins that a man once kept me from.
Feeling like a lucky girl!
