This is me in rare form. Had 2 glasses of wine (which is a total nono for my condition) as I am relaxing. I think I am learning how to wind down and get a hold of my mood changes. I keep telling myself when the moods come over (mainly the lows I love the highs but will need to tackle those too at some point. Highs make me impulsive and sometimes that isn't good.)
So here I am on my way. At one point I was sort of dating or seeing on a very part time basis 2 men. I took care of that and ended both of those. What a relief. I decided to give myself all the time I needed to get over Tony. My therapist made a good point of not trying to replace the person with someone else just to get over the other person. I am thinking of getting a second job and to help me stay busy and focused until school starts. I do well when I am busy and my mind isn't wondering. Hopefully I will be so worn out that I will just sleep hard on the days I am working a second job. I want my second job to be retail. I just love it!!
I have a website called www.peppervintage.com but I will need to re tweak it as one of my male friends helped with it and I need to come up with something better. Maybe do my own website and learn this HTML business. :)
Life is good today.
